Friday, December 3, 2010

It pains me to see children who have problems that manifest in patents and parenting. Most children want attention cause they feel they never get it and I do think that in 2010 its not to deny that parents or adults have a lot and sometimes to much to do! But you can let that go out on you. To get love and respect you have to give it. They need attention encouragement , happiness, hugs and kisses in overwhelming bundles.
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Thursday, December 2, 2010

love this job

For a person like me who has since birth been around kids, this job is the best job ever! The void of children has never existed. And it has to be just that that provides me with the curiosity of behavior. I see them play, fight , protest, regress and smile laugh love and help. It's not possible for me, not to bust out my smile as token for my love of observing them. This job is rewarding. Long for when I get the rhythm in check
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Children See, Children Do

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

soulbook

http://www.amazon.com/Soulbook-Rod-Stewart/dp/B002OHOEFODays like these, oh man am I thankful to be alive. While sheet of snow, my Amazing boyfriend left a warming note and my guardian angel circles my mind spreading seeds of joy. Days like these are what makes everything worth it. I want to keep them forever but even though I try they don't seem to retain the same value! Life is settling in for me, soon ill have a track to be on.
With Rod Stewart' s soulbook in my ears I don't know how I can feel more joyous about my life!

Another day of amazement in kindergarten now home to cook and study! I need the old overly positive me back, I love and miss her and my only bad excuse is that I'm having trouble standing against this pessimism and negativity this surrounding provides me with!

Soulbook-Rod-Stewart
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Sunday, November 28, 2010

The helpless need us!!

Terribly horribly and utterly heart broken!!

I just witnessed a woman hindering a fĂȘtes development. Smoking a cigarette is a choice you make on your own but when you become pregnant, it’s NOT JUST your life any more. You can not possibly be so ignorant in 2010. Smoking while pregnant. Gosh, seriously, my heart is broken and tears are falling. How on earth can we let a woman carry a child that she has no intention to nurture and care for? If you’re not wanting your child to DEVELOP you should not be allowed to give birth to a life. Its one thing if predispositions reveal a handicap but making a child handicapped due to selfish needs is deeply and utterly unexceptional!
I’m against cigarettes, seriously I'm against them. People that respect that I respect. People who don’t care well they have their own issues clearly. I can not respect a woman killing a child. I will not ever stand on the sideline and watch innocents and brutality exist in front of me. I will till the day I die, Put my life on the line for the once who are helpless. 

A child is not asked to be brought into this world; you have plenty of exceptional options when it comes to keeping it, aborting it, or blessing someone more capable to cherish it. BUT to kill its possibilities before it has the ability to speak up for itself is unacceptable.
It brings tears to my eyes!!
A child until about 16 are ignorant, they are unknowing and helpless. They need guidance, they need love, to feel to share and to know of love. They need a proper education, they need a stabile home, friends but most of all a LOVING FAMILY!!
Love and hinder/murder/prevention are NOT synonyms by any means. 
It’s tragic that Women who choose to carry and love honour and cherish a child still will put them through unnecessary trouble before they even given the option to breathe this air. 
Development, Development, Development, that is what is going on inside a woman’s body at the point of conception, How can you think that you are not damaging the DEVELOPMENT when you harm yourself?!!!!
I lost all respect for this woman! She does not deserve that life she is carrying, she does not deserve the blessing of a child when she chose to poison, destroy. Her intent is murder that is clear!!
It’s being studied right now ALL the damages the brain gets while in the belly. The stress, the alcohol, the cigarettes, the led the straight up poison. The impact it has on the human life, the problems we are not forced to face but who have been brought upon us by people who supposedly loved us brought to us. It’s horrific but true that a child that’s not capable of playing with other children a child who has difficulties reading, learning and going to school is most likely to become an outsider, an outsider who finds people like them, who together build a gang and rebel against the people they are actually jealous of. the fight and steal because they have no other options, they had trouble in school, so getting  job is very difficult, a child like this NEEDS EXTRA EXTRA HELP attention but most of all LOVE. The thing being studied is the relation between an underdeveloped brain and criminality. How can we doom our children the once we so called loved to this before they even have a chance.
Removing their chance in life, theirs first step their first action their first everything. Removing the synapses in the brain, limiting the connection, the speed and the function.
I curse all women who damage; I blame you for society’s problems. Women who are selfish when pregnant, women who are murdering a child they are planning to keep with just that intention.

I do need to clarify something here, I’m ALL for abortion, I’m all for a woman choosing to have a life before giving birth to one!!!!  Not as birth control but as a solution for something unplanned unwanted and unneeded.   
But for women who destroy development with clear intention to see how their experiment turned out deserve not to live happily.
I know it’s not nice to say, but with content in my heart those are my thoughts