Carrie Underwood - Don't Forget To Remember Me

Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father - Lyrics On Screen.

You're Gonna Miss This - Trace Adkins

Fight for Love

Thank God for people, love, music and books!!!

    So I've been going to court following the murder trial and its very interesting. I'm thinking of doing a summary of everything, since I documented everything in my "Court notebook". 

     Day three is on Monday and they will give the verdict then. 

I wish I didn't have an opinion but i would lie if i said I didn't. Listening to  all the evidence, considering and taking everything into account I should probably be more/less bias then I am. Since the Swedish system is the way it is they will most likely let this guy go. 

(Honestly that does not mirror my opinion) but its 24 year old murder case.

        Love is what love is and what would life be without "obstacles". Well It wouldn't be Worth living, that's something I'm sure of. I have some of the most amazing people in my life and it makes me like myself a little bit less, when i don't treat them as they deserve to be treated according to me. In the book I'm reading it says its because I'm thinking and wanting to change so badly that its all just going wrong. All i want to do is calm down and relax, I'm not fit for this culture the way my personality is built. I don't fit in at all and its near impossible to "find a personality match, that "understands me""

This song says it all 

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

Went to my philosophy introduction today, a day that seemed down and hopeless sure changed as soon as this professor walked in. She is amazing, fantastic personality and sense of humor. I left there 15 minutes later in a better mood. I'm already loving the class.

Now I'm forced to do some homework.

Dear God, please provide me with functional technology as well as strength motivation and patience!

So tomorrow I work 7-13:30 in home care.

Thin lizzy - Dancing in the moonlight

Week-end 41

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Pay Attention


Multi tasking life to avoid missing out. Well don’t I manage to miss out while doing so? From a reality stand point.




Friday

Work was great love kids so much. They bring joy and endless new possibilities. Love watching their creative selves in action. Its astonishing at the least.

Kids are a blessing from God.

My love picked me up and we went and gave the neighbor kids mom the gifts we bought from ikea for the new baby.

Saturday


There were signs for a (yard sale) loppis so of course we went, you never know what kind of gold is buried within someone else’s crap. We found books, lots and lots of books. 20 of them to be precise. And about 18 of them were mine, all about psychology, psycho-analysis, primitive mental state, drugs, child psy. Sex and taboo in a primitive lifestyle, psychotherapy, etc. I guess I managed to strike the right book shelf to plunder.
Well actually since my eyes only draw attention to neon flashing things its thanks to my amazing boyfriend that I (him) found them all. I looked passed a lot. You see he actually reads and thought they might be something of my interest, well a man was he RIGHT. Talk about a good eye. Well after that we drove to Ö&B a big warehouse to buy a tub for the lizard. He loved swimming like a fish in the tub so much we knew it was needed and we were correct. He loves his new home.


Some of the kids came over later on, to talk and relax, while we put up some art on the walls. Its all so pretty everywhere now.

Sunday

(Church was about family)

After that we packed a picnic and went to the Järavallen the forest. Picked a nice sunny spot, in this lovely autumn weather, to just lay there and read. It was great, I for once did not read a study book but my honey did. It was lovely, just relaxing.

We came home and a few minutes later the amazing neighbor kid stopped by asking to borrow one of my computers to help his mom look for a baby crib. Of cource he got to. So the soup was almost done and he comes back with great news, they found one for 300 kr ( and the price had already been reduced) Shopping on the web rocks!. So tomorrow looks like we might help them get it home this week.

Purle painted nails and tom petty in my ears… got to love life

Now movie Dead silence 

Tomorrow: Im sitting in on a Murder case in Lund