Thursday, October 21, 2010

Fight for Love

Thank God for people, love, music and books!!!


    So I've been going to court following the murder trial and its very interesting. I'm thinking of doing a summary of everything, since I documented everything in my "Court notebook". 
     Day three is on Monday and they will give the verdict then. 
I wish I didn't have an opinion but i would lie if i said I didn't. Listening to  all the evidence, considering and taking everything into account I should probably be more/less bias then I am. Since the Swedish system is the way it is they will most likely let this guy go. 
(Honestly that does not mirror my opinion) but its 24 year old murder case.

        Love is what love is and what would life be without "obstacles". Well It wouldn't be Worth living, that's something I'm sure of. I have some of the most amazing people in my life and it makes me like myself a little bit less, when i don't treat them as they deserve to be treated according to me. In the book I'm reading it says its because I'm thinking and wanting to change so badly that its all just going wrong. All i want to do is calm down and relax, I'm not fit for this culture the way my personality is built. I don't fit in at all and its near impossible to "find a personality match, that "understands me""

This song says it all 




Went to my philosophy introduction today, a day that seemed down and hopeless sure changed as soon as this professor walked in. She is amazing, fantastic personality and sense of humor. I left there 15 minutes later in a better mood. I'm already loving the class.
Now I'm forced to do some homework.

Dear God, please provide me with functional technology as well as strength motivation and patience!

So tomorrow I work 7-13:30 in home care.