When your problems Exceeded the offered help what is a person to do. Well ill find out with time. Time time time. It's all we need its worth gold and its all we want in life. Time time time and More of it.
Today given the circumstances I feel refreshed and relieved.
I thank God Im here still living this life.
I'm here on a mission to help to learn to love to learn and most importantly laugh and love
So I've been gone from home almost 2 hours now. Sitting in the central. Station in Lund waiting for the pretty trains to come. I look around ans see people so different but so alike. I think living. Is the one think that reunites us all. Our experiences are not that different but our interpretations are hugely. Why do we then feel singled out. Alone and isolated when things occure? Its. Acctually crazy that people choose to imprison themselves. You feel so much better when you talk when it's out. Out in the open. Sharing is really carring. Carring for others. Trying to help them in life. Watching someone crash and burn beside you is being selfish. We are here in earth together. To unite to help. To. Stand strong and stand together. So why do people stick to being stupid. Open up. Open your mouth open your heart open your mind.
Its not easy but if you try you night like it. It takes a Strong person to admit fault. To admit you did wrong to admit you need. Help. Everyone needs. Help everyone has Problems. But most are to affraid to do anything about it. Be yourself be true be open and honest I promise its not only worth it but you'll like it.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
I dont know what has happened in my life exactly. But things are acctually starting to relax. I feel my stress and anxiety floating away from my body.
It has to be because most of my headaches are gone, migranes are few and usually only cause I basecly caused them myself! The dog, this amazing creature has given me life.
Compared to a few months ago I sould be more stressed and anxiety filled but im not. It has to be all the walks.
I have three classes and two jobs an amazing boyfriend and a physically active (puppy) dog. This should be "alot" but I cant feel the stress as I used to.
I dont know why Im sitting here serioucly trying to find the reason WHY im feeling better. Why cant I just enjoy it as it is, guessing its the dominating controll part of me.
Met a woman the other day 103 years old, and youd swear she just turned 70, she said the secret is moving to the 3rd floor with out elevator. :-D
So I just did my presentation, for my medical psychiatric class and it went swell. We passed :-D me and Ida rule!
handed my papaer in for my other psychiatric class yesterday and now I got to start on the case for forensicpsychology.
Had contact with my professor about how to get to my goal and he gave me perfect advice. Man things are going smoothly. Im starting to think before I react (at times that is), I think im growing up and changing to a better person.
Well me and Dino have to go for a walk then I have to read and then tonight, woooho grocery shopping!
Im blessed to have my angel in my life along with my family and friends!
xoxoxo
It has to be because most of my headaches are gone, migranes are few and usually only cause I basecly caused them myself! The dog, this amazing creature has given me life.
Compared to a few months ago I sould be more stressed and anxiety filled but im not. It has to be all the walks.
I have three classes and two jobs an amazing boyfriend and a physically active (puppy) dog. This should be "alot" but I cant feel the stress as I used to.
I dont know why Im sitting here serioucly trying to find the reason WHY im feeling better. Why cant I just enjoy it as it is, guessing its the dominating controll part of me.
Met a woman the other day 103 years old, and youd swear she just turned 70, she said the secret is moving to the 3rd floor with out elevator. :-D
So I just did my presentation, for my medical psychiatric class and it went swell. We passed :-D me and Ida rule!
handed my papaer in for my other psychiatric class yesterday and now I got to start on the case for forensicpsychology.
Had contact with my professor about how to get to my goal and he gave me perfect advice. Man things are going smoothly. Im starting to think before I react (at times that is), I think im growing up and changing to a better person.
Well me and Dino have to go for a walk then I have to read and then tonight, woooho grocery shopping!
Im blessed to have my angel in my life along with my family and friends!
xoxoxo
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Bone Thugs and Harmony - Change the World
This song can not be played to much!!!
Its my theam song!
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Dino and his new toys!
So the dog is amazing but Ive read he is a chewer and from snatching shoes and belts im convinced.
Haha, well we got him some new toys and snacks as well as a clicker.
Once he got them all, he had serious decision making problems.
And this is how he reacts to seeing a boll.
He went on for about 15 minutes :-D
Doggy Dino and his ball
Haha, well we got him some new toys and snacks as well as a clicker.
Once he got them all, he had serious decision making problems.
And this is how he reacts to seeing a boll.
He went on for about 15 minutes :-D
Doggy Dino and his ball
Monday, February 28, 2011
Handed in and getting done!
So today, We went for our morning walks and Dino has stopped listening. Well at least for today, Thats fun....
I guess he will come around again, but for now its no fun. hahahah me being doggy dramatic.
So The day started with starting and finishing the reflection document for my presentation on Thursday. Last night my group case exam was handed in looked quite good. Just finished typing a bit on my third class assignment.
And today we go our new case. Ill enclose a link to the preview of the video we have to watch to analyze.
Got a bit done. been out for about four walks today and the day is not over. But its night and dinner was good, my hubby was at the free masons so it was me with Dino as company. He came home late but with a smile so I assume things went ok. But what do I know ... :-D
Got to discuss the presentation tomorrow and then work at the school a few hours in the afternoon, just before closing time.
Right now im tired and I will be going to sleep in a bit.
I told them I had a nightmare!
I guess he will come around again, but for now its no fun. hahahah me being doggy dramatic.
So The day started with starting and finishing the reflection document for my presentation on Thursday. Last night my group case exam was handed in looked quite good. Just finished typing a bit on my third class assignment.
And today we go our new case. Ill enclose a link to the preview of the video we have to watch to analyze.
Got a bit done. been out for about four walks today and the day is not over. But its night and dinner was good, my hubby was at the free masons so it was me with Dino as company. He came home late but with a smile so I assume things went ok. But what do I know ... :-D
Got to discuss the presentation tomorrow and then work at the school a few hours in the afternoon, just before closing time.
Right now im tired and I will be going to sleep in a bit.
I told them I had a nightmare!
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Prayer before studying!
Holy spirit, giver of gifts,
enter into my mind and heart,
give me the gift of knowing and the grace to use it wiselt,
Help me in all my endeavors,
Give me perseveranc and fortitude
Help my memory,
that I may remember what I have learned and recall it when necessary.
Guide me in the classroom,
you are the way,
the truth,
and the life,
let me not be deveived by false teaching.
Out lady of good studies,
pray for me,
Amen
enter into my mind and heart,
give me the gift of knowing and the grace to use it wiselt,
Help me in all my endeavors,
Give me perseveranc and fortitude
Help my memory,
that I may remember what I have learned and recall it when necessary.
Guide me in the classroom,
you are the way,
the truth,
and the life,
let me not be deveived by false teaching.
Out lady of good studies,
pray for me,
Amen
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So another weekend is ending an so is another February!...
Cant say this weekend was as productive as I would want or like it to be. Its been quite painful in all different ways, but as usual I made it thought with a few bumps and bruises.
So Dino is growing and so is my love for this man!
Im not learning all I want to learn from my classes which is completely my own fault, Im doing to much for others and far to less for me and myself. So I have lots of reading to catch up on, which along with training a puppy is interesting.... Motivation is shrinking even though my enthusiasm is strong, how they go together or if they do I dont know. I wonder If a preachers job is as easy as it looks from the outside?? I dont find it at all difficult to help people realize the values and important things in life, but for myself to actually see them in a time "of need" is quite difficult.
I really dont like that people, due to my gender, age or whatever dont listen to my words with as much "ear" as they would if it came from someone a few years older. It bothers me that people dont trust my word.
I love learning, I love fact, I have no problem being wrong admitting fault or saying im sorry I was wrong, cant say that I find it to be the best thing ever, at times, but for the most time, I find it to be something to Respect!
Im what you can say an open and honest person. Most people are not, either they are closed, closed minded, hearted or spirited or they are deserving people, in it for selfish goals. Everyone is selfish at one point or another and it serves everyone right to be one as well.
But I have come to realize that in the world im currently walking in, people always criticizes my words. I can say Im one that constantly and ALWAYS have references. I do not speak about things out and open without being able to refer to where I have heard, seen or read it from. My memory is definitely on my side when it comes to most things.
My purpose in life is to help people, including myself, Im not saying to sacrifice myself, but to help people in the tiny ways I know how. I want to help people advance, think critically and to help people see perspectives. This is what at times is translated as criticism by wear individuals. I want nothing more then for the human race to think, to learn to understand. This world is unfortunately overpopulated with ignorant individuals. Im not saying im not ignorant on topics cuz god knows I am but Im not afraid of listening and taking in others words, I do want to know where and what source "they" use or got from, but Im not against listening to it!
Well lately I have found people to be what I say "stuck on stupid" its definitely not a compliment. People dont listen to me, to my words to my thoughts they dismiss me. Im not gonna let it get me down, I just wont and I dont, but I cant ignore the fact that my emotions are touched by it.
I know one day the world or at least the people in it, will realize that I actually know what Im talking about, that I dont speak to fill the air with "unknowingness" but I actually want and try to help. One day my words will weigh one day my words will have power to the ears of the once that care. I will strive for that, Im fighting a battle day in and day out.
Life is challenging but I am a iceberg, I might not always stand tall to the eye but im deep!
I need to concentrate and read and read and read, oh ok jessica, you got to admit that the medical psychiatry presentation is and has come along completely due to you and all your work for the forensic psychology class has not gone unnoticed and the questions for your caring of people with psychiatric illnesses has come together,.
I guess when most of the work is done on the computer and stored on a USB it is harder to "see" the work thats done, compared to having paper work pilled up.
xoxox
Thank god for my love for the brain and the love my brain has for me!
Cant say this weekend was as productive as I would want or like it to be. Its been quite painful in all different ways, but as usual I made it thought with a few bumps and bruises.
So Dino is growing and so is my love for this man!
Im not learning all I want to learn from my classes which is completely my own fault, Im doing to much for others and far to less for me and myself. So I have lots of reading to catch up on, which along with training a puppy is interesting.... Motivation is shrinking even though my enthusiasm is strong, how they go together or if they do I dont know. I wonder If a preachers job is as easy as it looks from the outside?? I dont find it at all difficult to help people realize the values and important things in life, but for myself to actually see them in a time "of need" is quite difficult.
I really dont like that people, due to my gender, age or whatever dont listen to my words with as much "ear" as they would if it came from someone a few years older. It bothers me that people dont trust my word.
I love learning, I love fact, I have no problem being wrong admitting fault or saying im sorry I was wrong, cant say that I find it to be the best thing ever, at times, but for the most time, I find it to be something to Respect!
Im what you can say an open and honest person. Most people are not, either they are closed, closed minded, hearted or spirited or they are deserving people, in it for selfish goals. Everyone is selfish at one point or another and it serves everyone right to be one as well.
But I have come to realize that in the world im currently walking in, people always criticizes my words. I can say Im one that constantly and ALWAYS have references. I do not speak about things out and open without being able to refer to where I have heard, seen or read it from. My memory is definitely on my side when it comes to most things.
My purpose in life is to help people, including myself, Im not saying to sacrifice myself, but to help people in the tiny ways I know how. I want to help people advance, think critically and to help people see perspectives. This is what at times is translated as criticism by wear individuals. I want nothing more then for the human race to think, to learn to understand. This world is unfortunately overpopulated with ignorant individuals. Im not saying im not ignorant on topics cuz god knows I am but Im not afraid of listening and taking in others words, I do want to know where and what source "they" use or got from, but Im not against listening to it!
Well lately I have found people to be what I say "stuck on stupid" its definitely not a compliment. People dont listen to me, to my words to my thoughts they dismiss me. Im not gonna let it get me down, I just wont and I dont, but I cant ignore the fact that my emotions are touched by it.
I know one day the world or at least the people in it, will realize that I actually know what Im talking about, that I dont speak to fill the air with "unknowingness" but I actually want and try to help. One day my words will weigh one day my words will have power to the ears of the once that care. I will strive for that, Im fighting a battle day in and day out.
Life is challenging but I am a iceberg, I might not always stand tall to the eye but im deep!
I need to concentrate and read and read and read, oh ok jessica, you got to admit that the medical psychiatry presentation is and has come along completely due to you and all your work for the forensic psychology class has not gone unnoticed and the questions for your caring of people with psychiatric illnesses has come together,.
I guess when most of the work is done on the computer and stored on a USB it is harder to "see" the work thats done, compared to having paper work pilled up.
xoxox
Thank god for my love for the brain and the love my brain has for me!
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