Saturday, October 1, 2011

Things happen for a reason, and that reason leads the Way, the way back to love, the way back to Us :-).  Mr.A this is for you and for my guardian angel


So quickly noted to society, Mr.A is out and miss.j is in. That feeling of being content is awesome, im happy
:-)  for me

Thursday, September 29, 2011

So my new dietary life style is worth laughing at and about. Miss.nojunkfood just bought herself, this. Actually to motivate me to do my assignment, considering I'm unmotivated. it's out of the ordinary but, its my life, my worry and the father helps me out and gives me the power to be bigger be stronger and I will, now lunch then study.
Change of plan today, cause I can't have the dog in a cage for 12hrs.
Mma will start next week when I'm not double booked

Xoxox -Miss.j


Man is it dark and gloomy today, guess that is fall coming.... Ugh well time for coffee and cereal before heading of to lund where ill be all day... 

Wednesday, September 28, 2011



Either its the pants or the Girl in them thats turning heads today, which ever, im smiling 


Its so pretty and inspiring seeing the childrens drawings


Natures beauty


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

So im going back to Realfighter

After a nice conversation earlier today I was inspired to start training again, since I wanted to work on ground work but love my club ill be entering MMA, or at least im gonna give it a try, I do need to get back to it,

I cant wait, I love how I have gotten my life back.
School is roling along, work is going great and im getting my head back. So im almost back in the game. And this time I will not make the mistakes I have previously made.

Im finally loving my life for ME and IM gonna keep it that way!!!
So the doggy has gotten a lot of play today, the snake has been handeled and I have been bitten and pooped on, just lovely :-D 
But I did get my pants and thats great, the kids came today there has been a total of 8 and they are all amazing, simply irresistible. I had a "fika" with two great friends and perfectly amazing conversations which made my day. Just wish I could get in this studying, but there is so much on my schedule that time is my enemy!
xoxo - Miss.j

So i dont know why im having this problem with studying but it sucks really but these kids are my strength so thankful they exist in my life.

God please give Me clarity

So they come to the door with smiles and joy, tells Me to go to the balcony for a suprize.

I open up the balcony and they yell surprise and i get these.

I love my life 


Linneiniversitet föreläsning och pringles, det är ett första för båda.  


The most comfortable pants ever

Oh gosh, i have been waiting and longing for these for two months!!!



Thats just to much for One month, gosh my folder can barely hold them.


ugh

oh my god, Record breaking bill month 12 bills and nothing left. This was the month of hell, all the instalation fees and activation fees, fees fees, fees ohh. This is horrible!

Such an ass to leave me with everything, what man does that, oh I correct myself, A MAN DOES NOT DO THAT!
 
How can you steal from a student with nothing, how can you run me over and just leave me there, then lie to the polise and try to press charges of me for an act that never happened an incident that never occured and then have your friends lie to back you up.
You give the freemasons a bad reputation.  You are disrespectful and simply a rutten person throughout and Karma will get you one day son. 
Your life with lies will cave in and your life will reflect the person you are.

Im ashamed to have known you! im ashamed to have helped you in your life, If I had known all my helpfulness would lead to this, I would have left you on your own.

Star Size Comparison HD



Piss...

So I wake up to find piss all over the apartment,
the doggy has pissed in four different spots and on my law books. 
Gosh oh golly, like the smell of piss is just what I need to start me day... ugh well what to do  but clean and open the the back door...

Monday, September 26, 2011

Rus lund , meeting sep 26, 2011

Today was my first meeting of what could and will change my life, and that of those whom i can help. This is my Passion my desire my life purpose. I loved it, but i May have stepped on toes with my 'perspectives' and my 'honesty' but i am who i am thats all that i am.

I want to dedicate my life to this organisation, my heart is in it, my soul is in it and god gave Me my gift and i wont let him down.


So today it was feeding time, and it was very interesting








:-pOoooohh these are the drastic bite marks :-p not bad at all


Look at the baby ....
Really a Nice snake, as of right now it bites but its hungry and with constant care and 'hand'ling it will be amazing






On our way home


baby your coming home!

OMG OMG OMG!

Im leaving now to go and get my baby!

OMG OMG OMG im sooooo happpy!!

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Sunday, September 25, 2011

With my amazing great grandmother in my ear i am doodeling on my nails with nail-polish and it just looks silly. If the kids were here things wouldn't be as silly.

Gosh I wish my g.grandmother would move in with me, I really really wish she would. I love her so much !!

XOXO - miss.j


Anaconda vs. Human



Satochi



Gul anaconda Eunectes notaeus

Honduransk mjölk snok aka tiger

Darn thing wants to get out.
I think i want another snake, considering i still have the other home im serioucly considering it but what kind, a green One maybe ... 






Mr.A

If I could I would scream, as lound as much as high as possible for the soul purpose of making sure this entire world knows how happy I am. Im in love, so deep so far so beyond the surface level as love can bring me, im head over heels madly deeply in love. For the past 3 weeks I have had a smile on my face that has not been budged one second and it never will be. No matter what I do, my thoughts fall back to him, no matter where I do, there is something that reminds me of him no matter how dark and cols things could be he is the light that candle that warms my body and leads my soul the way!

These new linces that have been put on my eyes are filled with brighter colors, viberant feelings and stronger emotions, it all feels like a dream and that my friend is something not a hair on my body gives a damn about, cause it feels amazing!
Never have I met someone that I have connected with like this and now I understand why and how people choose to follow this feeling to whatever the destination may be.  I know im young and me expressing these feelings might be controversial but I dont care.
I have never looked into someones eyes and seen such passion , content and happiness the way I do when I stair into his. I have never felt like I would faint simply by a single kiss or feel the ground leave my feel with a hug. 
God have me one heart and one life long desire to find that person that would  make my heart beat to the rhythm far beyond love. Cause the feelings im feeling are so much stronger then Love, so much greater, so much braver. 
I might be putting my foot in my mouth but as god is my witness its worth it simply to read my own words, hear the sentence and feel my heart beat from the feeling I get from saying. This man is the MAN IN MY DREAMS the man of my fantasy, the one I wished for. 

I thank god, for all the obsticles and for every single path he has placed me on, every dark room ive been in for every tear that ran down my cheek for every challenge I have have faced cause it led me on the road, on the path  and on my way to you!

I thank my guardian angel for so long standing by my side when there was no one else. To give words of wisdom and encouragement to bring out the best of me. You are my true Guardian angel and I thank you for your faith in me. You are my eternal light!

Today its laundry day, puppy day and finish or attempt to finish typing day!
And IM IN LOVE, IM IN LOVE, IM IN LOVE!

xoxox missj