Thank you, gracias !

From Mr.A passed down from his father.

One down , two and a half left ...

Here is the New hair..... Its nice
Laugh with me, ha-ha.
Right now after the first wash, the red is shining through making it yellowish, give it a few washes. Soon im gonna dö the red..

I have become my own stylist when in action...
Its about the only fun im having on a personal level.

On a different  note, Me and Mr.A , we got it, we got what it takes to make it. We gott to grow and get to know eachother.and that takes time but most of all patience. I love this man dearly...

 
I need to get back in my life... This stone stopping Me from moving i know, just as Jesus, i can and Will push through some how som way... Right now, im still , on the bottom.

This to-do list is being thought about... Constantly. I need to make them, they make Me organised. So what is my plan right now, well

Got to grab a hold of my  life...
I need to

My world, my Buddha and my Christ Will help Me find serenity, 

Ok so enough rambling about nothing. Now its food time...

I guess we wanted yellow for a few days

Family, dont talk, try to talk, no talk

nofamily want to hear from, but hard to maintain a relationship... i need to try harder.

relationship problems, to good to be true, love is scary, but im gonna give him all I got, he is that special someone.

dog dog dog dog.... fur, teeth, claws, fur and ears..

the ex the ex the ex.... ugh OMG... what has happened to the world.

school x3 was plain stupid...

work, love it, love it to much, im escaping to work...from life

finding someone who can help me with my dooms day.

And lets not even think about how ends barely meet...

So right now, things are exhausting.

Im on a "cereal diet", I guess, Special K and R.brand... not on purpuse,but it gets me eating so im satticfied, They are acctually really good..... and I like them, Easy to store, easy to eat. and purrreee Yumie. I love cereal!!!

Well since my ex is determined to destroy my life, it has been a little harder to get out of bed.... My life, my carrer my everything.... is to loose simply due to high strung emotions and make believe actions..

So life right now is stressful and harsh....

OK so I wrote that last night and just as everything else its unfinished.

but i wrote it and it should  be published, given it was written but I dont feel like reading it so its just, as it.

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RIP, loving man,

I met you a few times and your smile, warm heart and open spirit, left footsteps on my heart... Your amazing family is loving, dedicated and passionate..,you Will forever live on in them and with them.

In heaven we Will meet again.

Love missj

It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.-Buddha

Daniel Bedingfield - Gotta Get Through This (With Lyrics)