Xmas, work , family and New Years,
Gosh its hard to believe that we are already in 2011. Life as we know it is positively changing each and every day but we seldom stop smell the flowers, look up at the blue sky or glans above the keyboard.
I swear this year started out Great!
And last year ended just as it should with lessons given out and learned from!
The migranes ive been having have manifested from ME, I have brought so much stress and anxiety as well as aginy into my heart and soul that my body has been firing of alarms that I clearly have been ignoring. The tension I endure but not necessarily feel are the primary problems in my life.
So the Dr. Who probobly did his very best, didnt make me feel much better at the time of the visit but as I came home and his words began to sink in " maybe you have to much stress" to which my quick response was "I dont have that much stress" began to make ... well I got to admit, sense.
So he adviced me a physical therapist and as soon as I got home thats whom I called. Two days later im sitting in her office. (Honestly this office is not to recommend he is an elderly woman who really knows nothing, im sorry to say)
What acctually helped was speaking to my parents. Unfortunally it was ages ago since we spoke and talking via skype man did it help. Mom shared her secrets and gave me tips on what to do. The day After, on that vey morning I started taking controll of my pain. I managed through breathing, relaxing, and stretching as well as sitting correctly CONTROL most of the pain in my head. its been over 4 months of pain and NOW I WAS IN CONTROL. That is an amazing feeling. Now i have motivational notes everywhere to remind me to relax and breath. And they help and they will continue to help until this little thing has become a ritual to me and my everyday life style.
Im on day four of no headaches and if I feel them start, I take control and remove them, or atleast I try. I still take the pills as the Dr told me to do but I will start easing my way off of them. Pills is not a life to live.
So Tomorrow I have the last statistic test, and I do feel as If im getting it. I feel that Ive been forced to learn even more then needed but I get it. Or well so I think, Ive been wrong before. Im hoping everything will work out for the best tomorrow with support and love from my boyfriend and family!
I start a new class this week as well one on psychiatric medicine or something.
Well Work is going great I love my job, i really love it. Getting to watch children grow and to help them with what I can is by far a almost spiritual sensation.
I thank god for blessing me with the opportunity to experience this job.
(I am seriously reconsidering moving this year simply due to my passion for this job and I dont know if i will have an opportunity to get a job like this again)
