If I could I would scream, as lound as much as high as possible for the soul purpose of making sure this entire world knows how happy I am. Im in love, so deep so far so beyond the surface level as love can bring me, im head over heels madly deeply in love. For the past 3 weeks I have had a smile on my face that has not been budged one second and it never will be. No matter what I do, my thoughts fall back to him, no matter where I do, there is something that reminds me of him no matter how dark and cols things could be he is the light that candle that warms my body and leads my soul the way!
These new linces that have been put on my eyes are filled with brighter colors, viberant feelings and stronger emotions, it all feels like a dream and that my friend is something not a hair on my body gives a damn about, cause it feels amazing!
Never have I met someone that I have connected with like this and now I understand why and how people choose to follow this feeling to whatever the destination may be. I know im young and me expressing these feelings might be controversial but I dont care.
I have never looked into someones eyes and seen such passion , content and happiness the way I do when I stair into his. I have never felt like I would faint simply by a single kiss or feel the ground leave my feel with a hug.
God have me one heart and one life long desire to find that person that would make my heart beat to the rhythm far beyond love. Cause the feelings im feeling are so much stronger then Love, so much greater, so much braver.
I might be putting my foot in my mouth but as god is my witness its worth it simply to read my own words, hear the sentence and feel my heart beat from the feeling I get from saying. This man is the MAN IN MY DREAMS the man of my fantasy, the one I wished for.
I thank god, for all the obsticles and for every single path he has placed me on, every dark room ive been in for every tear that ran down my cheek for every challenge I have have faced cause it led me on the road, on the path and on my way to you!
I thank my guardian angel for so long standing by my side when there was no one else. To give words of wisdom and encouragement to bring out the best of me. You are my true Guardian angel and I thank you for your faith in me. You are my eternal light!
Today its laundry day, puppy day and finish or attempt to finish typing day!
And IM IN LOVE, IM IN LOVE, IM IN LOVE!
xoxox missj
