Saturday, August 20, 2011

lost love but gained perspective!!!

So due to the strong and helpful people in my life I have decided to force my mentality circle around ''Karma''.

I honestly believe that at some point and time a person doing wrong will be done wronged when they need things to go right, in my heart I dont mean when they need things to go right the most but at the point and time where they dont deserve the good thats coming their way.

Lately my faith has been tested and with my contience clean I can say 'Ive done good'', that is more then im able to say about others.
Me and what was the love of my life, separated within 24hrs, it was dramatic and painful in so many ways. But I was not given enough time to begin hating him, so my heart and soul will love him or should I say have love for him until the scars on my heart have healed. Note how I said scares on my heart, not in. I am not heart broken Im dissapointed, but really there isnt mych I can say to and about that.

Whats done is done and unfortunately there is no coming back from this.
I wish things would have happened differently, but they havent and they wont.

Im at peace with 'The Situation' and I am that because there isnt anything I can do beside what I have and have tried to.

I believe in God all mighty, my heavenly father and my mother of nature. As I would seek forgiveness, I forgive you!!!

xoxoxox