Oh-my-god!
So the other day a child from my past (1 out of the 3 siblings from my G.Family).
I was pussled, out of the blue this amazing baby girl who now is a beautiful young woman sees my face and send me a message. Oh I just want to cry, many of my years was spent with her and her sister and brother and cousins etc etc etc. Memorys.... I dont have that many from sweden, but from the states, with them... I have the best once. She was sent to me, she is an angel from god,
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God, I thank you for have blessed me to be showered with love and shoulders to lean on in times of need. Though im often in a cloud its hard to see, I cant see forward so grabing whats easily at hand such as what has been and what could have been and all along avoidding the most amazing time there is and ever will be and have, the right now. Acceptans is my new mental go-to, the serenity prayer has got company in mantras.
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The self help lectures and information is very useful, getting tips and ideas of learning to be more here and now, ive been to the 3 out of 5 and soon its over with. Different meditation techniques that would be even more useful if I acctually did more of them... but in due time...
Right now things are going good, me and the darling are climbing the latter together and things could not be better. mutual love and respect with passion and understanding....
