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So I updated the apps in my phone and lost everything, I don’t know what it is with me and technology but we don’t go together. I manage to loose everything time and time again. Computer crashing, Memory cards external hard drives persistently formatting both computer and cell phone or password protection fails and formats, its like a never ending story. I got some bad luck. Kind of wish it was possible to keep some things from the past, but all these environmental people really love watching me suffer.
(Do I hope I’m not alone, well maybe I do, misery does like company, or what?)
Well woke up next to my love to a day filed with excitement!!!
First I’m of to Lund
I ended up following a case about Fraud. An old Lady and her cleaning lady, but this lady is old and it looks more like she forgot she spend money on family and misplaced her jewelery.
Then I got some lunch at my favorite Swedish fast food place while downloading documents for this computer program. Time flew by and I had to go back to court and sat there till’ my butt got numb ha-ha, Not really but until it was flue shot time.
So a few hours later I did it, I got it and now my arm is dying, it’s numb and heavy, but she did say it could happen, wonder if it was more of a certainty then a might.
Now I’m at the library and time has just flown by me all day, which I only find to be a good thing when you are bored and don’t enjoy what’s going on or where you are, When I’m having fun, I want to time to slow down so I can get more out of the day.
So school is swamping me, this computer system is interesting but I got all this reading and learning to do as well, so my mind is overwhelmed.
( I think, or is it…. I do enjoy living under pressure; guess that’s the overwhelming speaking)
Gosh I don’t know where the time went, really, its already time to leave for practice. So ill write more in a bit.
So Practice was great, I enjoyed it. It feels great to get to punch/shake it off. Its nice when you feel the work you’ve done after and tomorrow I’ll feel it even more. :-D Love it
Love: When I say I love my boyfriend and that I know he is the one, I could not know myself any more. He never stops amazing me!!!
He comes to pick me up from practice, when he probably has better things he could be doing, carries my bag that’s filled with, equipment and trust me that weighs on its own but also had two school books and a computer. I asks me about my day and listens to me ramble and whine on and on, Its pretty much preaching.. ha-ha. I come home to find the mail picked up of the floor (Papers for my philosophy class that starts next week) and I walk in the living room to find this!!!!
We feed the kids and I jump in the shower and he makes me dinner, cause he knows I want to watch Desperate Housewife’s!!! He is THE BEST thing EVER!!!
I’m very lucky!
Salmon ,rice and homemade sauce.
Food for thought:
I wonder if judging is nature or nurture. At times it seems to come so naturally to people, which is why I’m leaning more to the nurture side.
If its taught then can it be changed?
What does it take to change a persons wrong thinking?
Wrong, yeah I know who’s to decide what’s wrong or right in a world that’s simply a state of mind, people living in individual bubbles who are forced to communicate on mutual grounds.
I bet you have heard someone say "oh no that person isn’t like that; that person would never do that"
Well have you ever been to a court house?
You will see people just like the once you stand behind at the grocery store, But here the only difference is that they have committed a crime and are in a place/ a building to be sentenced. (Here in Sweden
What gets under my skin are people who say "Yes, they have always been that way; They wont change; once a __ always a __"
People don’t have the ability to see what people really are all about nor are they able to know what people are really capable of doing. It is still an unsolved mystery, well until I’m legally a practicing forensic psychologist.
So quit judging people by who YOU think they are!
*Come on, the only thing in life that is constant, is that nothing is constant.
