Quiet these damn thoughts!

I swear the biggest problem in my life is that my thoughts are always wandering, literally!!! If I read one single sentence, my mind has already thought of at least three different things during. I have difficulties reading due to this, I get stuck, because my thoughts interrupt me, I forget because I remember something else, well the list is endless. The biggest problem I have is that I think to much, I do to much and I want to much or well actually I’m a clear definition of a go-getter, Everything I want I find a way to get, it may take time but that is included in my way there. Right now I'm sitting with 5 tabs in this internet window two are about the same thing, I have one downloading window and two word documents and one pdf, oh and a folder. I have tried a lot of things to wind down my mind but it doesn’t seem to work, ill keep note pads around so I write down the thoughts instead of acting upon them directly, I still do it, but I don’t think it had hindered me at all. There are so many things I want to do that helps me, there are so many things I need to do. And I do think that concludes the problem just a little, the fact that I want and need. It’s clear to say I’m far from a Buddhist. I don’t know why my mind is constantly on a search for something, does it not realize I have enough as is it, I mean my mind is in the game with me, side by side, how can it not be totally aware of the situation with me. 
It feels as if my mind is fighting against Me.!?!
There are what I will call natural remedies that do sooth the soul and helps me something tremendously, I manage to focus, prioritize, smile, endure happy thoughts and seriously and honestly be at peace with me. I am what you could most definitely not a drinker, Now read the words and don’t confuse them with a non-alcoholic. I mean if I have one beer or share a bottle of wine per month that is just about it. I don’t find alcohol amusing, I don’t find it exhilarating, I don’t like how people react, behave or even speak when under the influence, I don’t like I feel when drinking, I feel a pick me up after 20 minutes of the beverage and 30 minutes later I’m tired and the I get the feeling of discomfort. I have very very little respect for people who ABUSE ALCOHOL due to how people act. They BLAME it on the alcohol and the do things they regret or really shouldn’t be doing. In this society, people have to have alcohol in order to BECOME themselves, or well so they think. They are destructionists! I would if I could or knew how. Create a petition to ban the things that are literally destroying society, Alcohol and cigarettes, for god sake teenagers are breaking in to stores, robbing and killing due to nicotine desire, it’s clearly pathetic. Like I was saying, I would Ban alcohol and cigarettes and make marijuana legal. Gods plant, a plant that for some reason has been labelled around ignorant individuals, these individuals have created scandals out of simple lack of knowledge and spread myths that are contradictory to evidence and experience. This world is built and theorized from individuals who were worshiping the natural grown. How can we sell in our stores chemicals, that have been left to yeast left to mould left to experiment. Chemicals that destroy our bodies! You should not be able to buy something in the store that makes you feel sick or disgusted with yourself the morning after; you should not be allowed to buy something that makes you fenne after more.
If anything should be sold in the stores, it should be naturally grown. All these labels are coming up in the stores, naturally made, no artificial....., no this no that, its bull. They sell self destruction on a shelf, they create stores strictly for addiction, and they give it a label, 18 or 21 and older to buy. So I guess murder is legal after 21 considering how many people are drinking and driving. The state, the government are not trying to cut down or car accidents No they want to look out for our plane, our eco system, but they won’t let natural plant be grown in a house. You get a harsher sentence for a gram then you do for, paedophilia or sticking your neighbour in the oven or child in a pot. If more people would smoke, it would be a lot more peace, love and understanding. Regulating could definitely also is an option it they feel its necessary, require a doctor to prescribe it if you have to. But make it available. My migraines who are and have been getting worse and worse with age disappear, if you can explain it other then the relaxation of my body then please do. My mind doesn’t spin my thoughts are clear. I can enjoy life. I seriously do hate that I’m forced to consume narcotics every single day and sometimes more (But then I choose to have the migraine disappear and for the horrific mood swings to take over, its fantastic to remove a migraine and wake up the next day filled with regret, for how I overreacted, or snapped, or said something). I hate that these doctors know what the problem is but refuse to provide me with the effective medicine. I find this world filled with contradictory statements and all the media want is more stories more stories, don’t ban alcohol or cigarettes, for god sake there would be no stories, The number of people interested in reading of the newest tragedy would be out a story to read. There would be less drinking and driving, less children being beat to death because parents were drinking and not realizing how hard they were hitting. They would start a fight at a cafe, or pub. 

Would it seriously be so wrong to have a society where Hate and all kinds of destruction were removed?

Well here are some thoughts I had in the midst of all this studying for the exam tomorrow. Just make my thought quiet down so I can think! My mind does not shut up!